[Nagiri can tell Bucky gets it, too. He grimaces, curling further in on himself.]

I hate it... I don't want to deal with all of that. I want to go back to when everything was simple, when I didn't have anybody to care about, and I didn't have anybody to rely on... But... I hate the me from back then more than I hate anything else.

[Ugh, he's revealing too much, dammit...]